I am me. No matter how hard I pretend to be, it can't be perfect. Sometimes, the same question mark always appeared on my mind, why I can't put on those fake expressions like others.
I am me. Never think once, but times, for taking an action. Every situation need to be taken into consideration.
I am me. Forever lean on mood. Moody is bad?? Who cares!?
I am me. Never miss the mark on my first impression (realized recently).
I am me. Trustworthy enough for the trusty ones, vice versa.
I am me. Too mushy to be on my age. Can't stand on any ruthless halfword received.
I am me. And, nobody can change me. I can't pretend to be the one who act as if she love but nevermore. I dont wanna hold my breath on trying to be tough like other. I never wanna trust people in only several face-to-face anymore. Never gonna be that stupid enough on facing this bitter-sweet life. Don't wanna imitate any smiles for things I have never enjoyed at all.
I just wanna be myself. One that hate pressure. One that need trust. One that hate forces. One that moody all over the time.
and, FRIENDS will be those who can accept me as myself. I appreciate them. :)
Sunday, December 26
Kepompong's Christmas Eve Party at Ary's Residence
Spaghetti for supper, cooked by:
Onion's slicer: Mellika
Tomato's cutter: Christya
Fries shaker: Morinia
Ingredients supplier & holder: Ary
Surprised bornday party for Christya with cheesecake, red-egg, and lovely present.
Cards game accompanied by breezer and Deffia's loud-strange-unfollowable-scream.
Morinia & Eunice drunken by a bottle of breezer and going nuts, while Ary got upper-half-red face only by 1 1/2 bottle.
Deffia, Mellika, Angel and Christya watched 'Drag Me to Hell'.
Ayam Penyet Ria with 'Rame-Rame'
Ayam Penyet Ria for dinner. Accidentally, Angel's sis recognize Christya's sis.
recorded (left to right):
WW, Vinnie, Deffia, Mellika, Angel(with the terrible eyes), Eunice, Ary, Christya, Morinia
Playboy - Robert
1st victim - Fanny
2nd victim - Christya
P.S- 1st thanks is for the presents, love it to the max!
2nd thanks is for the presence, although it was rain and i know u all got wet.
Love U all guys! :*
Friday, December 24
One day left to christmas day.. This christmas seems so merry, joyful, and free. Finally, exams ended this morning and now im FREE!!! Can't wait to shout it out loud. Staying at home studying all day long this previous days make me realize a BIG changes i dont even notice,, i unfortunately missed those days when people started to buy gifts for people they love, take pictures anywhere with dazzling lightings of Christmas trees, flooded road of peoples, ... Missed capturing those moments, what a stupid school postponed exam until christmas week.
Dinner with Super-Dooper-Cute Friends, Vinnie & WW, at Din Tai Fung. Super Yummy!
Earlier Birthday present from the two chicks,, love it head over heels! So cutee >.<
Wish all Bloggers and Readers an early Happy n Merry Christmas! :)
Thursday, December 9
NLB ranked top in my visited-place-of-the-day. Spend so many hours with Deffia there to add in more description to our notes for exam. Yeap! exam is coming, and I just start composing my amulet-preparation for it. This mind succesfully drive me crazy. I'm so lazy to study. Oh God! I do have to be strict with this mind. MUST STUDY,, MUST STUDY,, MUST STUDY!!!