This gonna be the stupidest post ever, readers, but just bear with me for a post.
I'm blaming myself now for taking the wrong way, but i never wanna call it as a regret. This is way too lame, but yes, it is all about a guy. This guy just came by without any warning, without any designated sign, without everything, yet i let him to enter directly. I have been trying for the past two years to keep my heart buried deep inside the ground down across the sea only to find someone that will dig it and safe it for me. Now, I just let this guy rob it and left it somewhere.
It was really a big mistake just to believe in all bullshit he ever told and the first impression come across my mind that time. I realize that I must take into consideration that although my first impression mostly true, there still are 10% failed.
Remember girls, control the emotions come only for a moment. It will lead you to a wrong way.
I admit I'm still that crying baby who love to cry a lot, but take note that I'm not crying for that wrong person I thought I can hold on to and taken for granted. I'm crying to have just realized how stupid I am to believe in all of this.
Thursday, 15 Sept 2011, 11pm.
One more hour to go for the decision to be made.
Let's see how it will be; continuation or end.
This is for all girls in the world.
Don't take action before you receive actions.
And, this one for you guys.
Keep it in mind.
Life's not so easy.