Congrats!!

Readers,

let me ask you one question!

Do you know the feeling when your best friends are dating each other?

I got this question just yesterday. Nope, it was 2 days ago.

It is how you feel when you ex is dating with your best friend ( Read: In a Relationship).

At that time my answer is that I will congrats 'n bless them. In the case that me 'n my ex broke up in a good way.

And... Guess what?!

I found out a quite similar case just this morning.

My very best buddy (remember the post in December about a pic that he send me for my b'day?) is now dating my best friend from our senior-high school!!!

It is not as simple as what you all think of.

"He" who I believe ever had a feeling to me and "She" who always become my (and his) diary when there's something going on.

I admit that i ever had a feeling for him long time ago, but then I realized that its not "that" kind of feeling. From there on I treat him as a very good buddy of mine. Until now, we are still the same.

I never knew that they have started to have feeling towards each other 1 year ago (or maybe two?).

I just realized it today. TODAY!! 

That they have been dating for almost 2 months!

Its just being awkward, how they go for each other.

For God sake, I'm glad for them head over heels!

This post is for them, wishing a long-lasting relationship.

Sometimes you really needs to look out of the box. There are so many things that happened for forever but you never realized.

Spend your day with smile, chicks!

:)

Happy new year 2012!!!

It might be late, but still wish you all had a merry christmas n happy new year :)

Finally i can get another post after such a long time, working life is @#*!?!@&£!

I can't describe it cause it just like the feeling of riding a roller coaster, u have the fun, scare, happy, excited, tired,etc. it was just all mixed up!

Tons of things to share that, frankly speaking, all of u will get bored reading soon.

Sooo, will just share some pics and let it tells the story of the past few months. Enjoy! :)

-sweet surprise from my very best buddy-

That's all for now, see you in the next post! ;)

Started my internship on thursday. It is quite interesting actually, people are friendly. It's not like many of the other trainee story about the scary senior. In only three days, I have learned so much from there, not only the hotel thingy, but also the life thingy. 

Snapshoot after work :)

Thanks I still have this cute lil dog who refresh my day after work. 

Leg hurt so much because of heels. :(

Enjoy your life people.

Have a nice days!

:)

Stupid Me and Pizdec Him

 This gonna be the stupidest post ever, readers, but just bear with me for a post.

I'm blaming myself now for taking the wrong way, but i never wanna call it as a regret. This is way too lame, but yes, it is all about a guy. This guy just came by without any warning, without any designated sign, without everything, yet i let him to enter directly. I have been trying for the past two years to keep my heart buried deep inside the ground down across the sea only to find someone that will dig it and safe it for me. Now, I just let this guy rob it and left it somewhere.

It was really a big mistake just to believe in all bullshit he ever told and the first impression come across my mind that time. I realize that I must take into consideration that although my first impression mostly true, there still are 10% failed. 

Remember girls, control the emotions come only for a moment. It will lead you to a wrong way. 

I admit I'm still that crying baby who love to cry a lot, but take note that I'm not crying for that wrong person I thought I can hold on to and taken for granted. I'm crying to have just realized how stupid I am to believe in all of this. 

Thursday, 15 Sept 2011, 11pm.

One more hour to go for the decision to be made.

Let's see how it will be; continuation or end.

This is for all girls in the world.

Don't take action before you receive actions.

And, this one for you guys.

Keep it in mind.

Life's not so easy. 

Mighty Night.

xx

Chris

Just Nothing

Hi readers!

How have all of u been?

I AM passing this whole tired month; done with interview, done with performing(It's Great! :) ), done with assignments, done with accompanying my family to have holiday here and, now, dealing with my last exam.

Fyi, i just moved again to a new place. It can be said that both is not really different, but at least this one is nearer to the places n people i often interact with. (and u know what?? They have these extra cute dogs here! Extra Yayyness!! ><)

They called her MiaoMiao :D

She's super cuteeee!!

N i can said that she is extremely look like me. I dont mean her face (yea, u know it!) but her personality(maybe animality?). She's so tame n so sweet, she will be super jealous when i pick up another two and not her. She loves my bed so damn much, everytime i bring her up it, she will fall  asleep in only 3 mins.

Btw, so many problems comes to my mind lately. Maybe most of it only because i create it myself, but it just really distract me. Same goes to another two besties. One is deeply in love and another is... i just dont know how to say, but she is exactly have problems in love. Talking about love(Read: realtionship) i think back to the last time i ever talk, write, feel, and deal with it. It was just way too long.

I try to believe that it's all bullSHIT and it's not what i must look for. But this time I've choose this way to carry on, and i dont want any "regret" come to my mind. I try to bend that words to come closer to me, as I never want to accept that i took or choose the wrong way.

Anyway, Life is short, so do whatever you want to before you "regret" it!

Have a wonderful day!

xx,

Chris.

First INTERNview

Morning fellas!

How r u doin?

Skip morning class today in order to go temple to pray for my 2pm interview later. Gonna have my first interview ever, and guess what, i feel extremely nervous.

Trying to push away all that nervous expressions from my face, cause that's what all senior and friends told me to.

As you can see above, that is where imma have my interview later, Royal Plaza Hotel.

Just wish me a bunch of luck.

Work Tip No. 1 :

Remember to SMILE :)

New

hola chicks!

How's your day?
I'm feeling kinda exhausted lately, busy of moving to a new corner. Bruises are also coming out suddenly all around arms, and the stupid thing is that i never realized what i've done to it. *sigh
Also these days, I've had a great flow of money outta pocket. Require some furniture to be added in or else live is not live. I know that I write some rubbish, but, yeah, idk what i supposed to post here. Just that everything seems too complicated lately.

Have you ever imagine how's living with a different viewpoint people together? That you need to past "some" time with them?
There's no problem if you are in one level with them. Actually, what i mean by 'level' refers to the society, age, wealth(maybe). Especially when discussing or sharing sth, the feeling of that you have to yield to them, who is in a higher level than you, will appears. Additionally, when you have kinda relation with them which adding pounds and pounds of pressure to refuse a situation or decision. The worst part is that, when they never wanna care about your feeling, viewpoint, and situation. They just wanna do things according to what they've arranged or thought, and even if you refuse, it just added more problems to you.

But, hey! Let's just stop thinking bout it. I mumbled too much here.

Kinda deeply appreciate those really really best friends who keep helping, encouraging, understanding, supporting, and caring until today. I love you <3

Back to Reality

No more holidays, uni life is waiting now. Many assignments have to be done. I keep forcing my mind to stop sleeping again. However, that's still harder than facing an interview or doing on an exam. It seems like hands, body, and mind dont wanna cooperate. Huhhh! *exhale heavily

Almost over..

Holla chicks!

How's life there??

It's been so long since the last post made. Kinda enjoy my 3 weeks Spring holiday in Medan, fyi. Heaven seems like exist here, compared to singapore. I can gobble whatever delicious i see (careless of pounds added to my fat :)), i can continue doing my scrapbooking, i can run and chase around with jeje (my cutey-whitey-naughty-greedy dog), every single thing that unlikeky to be done there, of course traveling with own car was counted in.

Btw, I wannna greet everybody a Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine, though it was so late. I did really have a happy CNY here, visited lotsa family and friends (and of course cookies and red-pocket considered as a big part of my job that days). Valentine, in reverse, turned into a super-dooper-bad day. Mom forced me to accompany her to attend one of her best-friend's son's wedding party and i reluctantly cancelled the promised dinner with Cindy and Ria. No wonder mom force me so much, evidently i'll be introduced to i-didnt-know-who's or precisely i-forgot-who's child. Oh please mom! This is not 80's anymore. Okay, let's forget it.

Lately, im so interested with one Korean drama, Dream High. I think U must go check this out. :)

2pm- Taecyeon as Jinguk 

Miss-A - Suzy as Hyemi 

Teacher Shi

I adore her style damn much! 

Lastly, this two cute couple. their acting is really cute. ><

Holiday is almost over, back to reality soon. Gotta update again after back in singapore. 

Adios.

Sands with ma Bitchez!

 Kartika turned into sexy-bitchy-pretty ghost. LOL

Kartika - film director

Me - Actress

Filming: Secret (Read: 'travel' ; that's what tika always tongue-twisted for) Agent.

Scene: Runaway from Marina Bay Sands (jumping scene)

"Sands w/ ma bitchez!" that's what Kartika titled this togertherness.

Thanks for your buffet treat and everything Raisa.

We have so much fun!

:)

Me.

I am me. No matter how hard I pretend to be, it can't be perfect. Sometimes, the same question mark always appeared on my mind, why I can't put on those fake expressions like others.

I am me. Never think once, but times, for taking an action. Every situation need to be taken into consideration.

I am me. Forever lean on mood. Moody is bad?? Who cares!?

I am me. Never miss the mark on my first impression (realized recently).

I am me. Trustworthy enough for the trusty ones, vice versa.

I am me. Too mushy to be on my age. Can't stand on any ruthless halfword received.

I am me. And, nobody can change me. I can't pretend to be the one who act as if she love but nevermore. I dont wanna hold my breath on trying to be tough like other. I never wanna trust people in only several face-to-face anymore. Never gonna be that stupid enough on facing this bitter-sweet life. Don't wanna  imitate any smiles for things I have never enjoyed at all.

I just wanna be myself. One that hate pressure. One that need trust. One that hate forces. One that moody all over the time.

and, FRIENDS will be those who can accept me as myself. I appreciate them. :)

Xmas Journal

24/12/2010

Kepompong's Christmas Eve Party at Ary's Residence

10 p.m.

 

Spaghetti for supper, cooked by:

Chef: Deffia

Onion's slicer: Mellika

Tomato's cutter: Christya

Fries shaker: Morinia

HouseKeeping: Eunice

Ingredients supplier & holder: Ary

Photographer: Angel

12 a.m.

Surprised bornday party for Christya with cheesecake, red-egg, and lovely present.

1 a.m.

Cards game accompanied by breezer and Deffia's loud-strange-unfollowable-scream.

2 a.m. 

Morinia & Eunice drunken by a bottle of breezer and going nuts, while Ary got upper-half-red face only by 1 1/2 bottle.

Deffia, Mellika, Angel and Christya watched 'Drag Me to Hell'.

25/12/2010

Ayam Penyet Ria with 'Rame-Rame'

8 p.m.

Ayam Penyet Ria for dinner. Accidentally, Angel's sis recognize Christya's sis.

recorded (left to right):

WW, Vinnie, Deffia, Mellika, Angel(with the terrible eyes), Eunice, Ary, Christya, Morinia

Actors:

Playboy - Robert

1st victim - Fanny

2nd victim - Christya

-END-

P.S- 1st thanks is for the presents, love it to the max!

        2nd thanks is for the presence, although it was rain and i know u all got wet.

        Love U all guys! :*

Exam is coming...!

NLB ranked top in my visited-place-of-the-day. Spend so many hours with Deffia there to add in more description to our notes for exam. Yeap! exam is coming, and I just start composing my amulet-preparation for it. This mind succesfully drive me crazy. I'm so lazy to study. Oh God! I do have to be strict with this mind. MUST STUDY,, MUST STUDY,, MUST STUDY!!! 

 Hwaiting!!

Speech.

Bought these suit and skirt at G2000 for my presentation. Love it to the max! :)

Really wish it was term 2 now, because crazy-silly-funny Deffia will be in the same class with me. Extra Yayyyness!!! :D

Christmas is coming soon and this is my first time to pass it in Singapore. Happy and sad. Love the feeling of christmas i got here, but then, imma miss that annual bday celebration with mom, dad, bro n fam.

F.U.N

Having a trip with the whole class to vivocity for management project last thursday. Actually, this is my project group, except Selina, the indian girl. After finished searching for shop as a project, we have lunch at Swensen. Done many funny things there. See the only boy with curly hair?? I love his style sooooo much! But, one disappointing things from this chinese boy is that his english is extremely poor! :(

-Nancy-Shirley-Me-Selina-

Treated by Anna, Uzbekishtan, at Pastamania today. She is 19 already, last teenage year.

The birthday girl

Selina (India), live in Singapore for 7 years already. She's such a lovely-beautiful friend, keep telling joke and keep making fun. :)

Love to have so many friends from other countries. 

=)

Grinny Green!

Holla people!!

How's your day? :)
Kinda tell my morning. Run out of clothes to wear because havent wash them yet. I'm not doing it on purpose, swear. Blame my house-mate, idk exactly which one of them, for not picking up their dried clothes so that I got no space for hanging mine if i wash. Poor me.
Okay, let's continue as I'm rambling too much.
Then, this morning when I want to pick my look, guess what i found in my closet? Nothing, except a black-white-stripes T and a green long pants. Is it suited one another? Imo, it was a yes. But people start to stare at me when I walked down the street, wait for bus, and even at school.
I can tell that it's really tired to reck by all those peoples. Every single thing you do will be catched, not free. In reverse, it was fun to catch people's attention. :D
Let's try it some other times!

:)

Bye ♥

Nervous + Confuse = Dizzy

Tomorrow is the DAY!!

Have an audition for my university's Idol competition tomorrow and I'm still confuse what song to sing yet. Oh God, please guide me. Prepared practising songs a week ago but then I just cant find the karaoke video version. At last ,I have to alter it to another songs. Frankly speaking, I'm not really enjoy singing these songs and I'm not  confident enough to present it, although I heart it much. 

Called mom n dad just now to beg for their blesses, suddenly remember one last sentence my dad said before I left Medan. "I'm pleased if you ask my favor in times when you are confused"-Dad.  I always love the way my dad said "I know you can do it.", it encourages me a lot. 

From the moment I hang up phone, I set up my mind that I can do it tomorrow. At least, I have to try my best.

Thank you so much Mom, Dad, I love you. 

xoxo

Chris.

Ice Ice Ice

It has been very long time since last time I skate and, finally, I could do it again last weekend, with Merline & her cousin. Though the arena is not that wide enough, it's still fun! =) I'm not that fast to get used to it, but my act is not that bad actually.. hahah At least, I can still walk on the ice. :D

Adios~

missing U